boyfriend broke up with me yesterday
devastated doesn’t even describe how i’m feeling. we planned on staying together for uni and we had been saying this for ages. i was excited and found a huge amount of comfort in the fact i knew i could go away and ring him if i wanted and then come back at christmas and summer and be with him. i love him a ridiculous amount and i thought we were going great. up until a few weeks ago he had been talking about us being together ‘forever’ (cliché i know) but it all seemed to change recently until it came to a head yesterday and we broke up. he claims it’s because he can’t be away from me but it’s utter bullshit because i’d rather know i’m with him and be away but come back than break up.
what made me angry mostly was that he wanted to ‘stay in contact’ and also said he loves me and also that we could get back together at some point. you don’t say those things to me after dumping me.
i could have stayed with him for as far as i could see. we had an amazing summer together and an awesome 2 years which i didn’t see ending so soon. i couldnt be more gutted right now. my mum and family are on holiday in portugal right now and my best friend works full time so i’m in a real state.
soz, i needed to vent.
8:57 am • 24 August 2011
last night
My boyfriend of 1 and a half years who I trusted fully was really wasted and was pissing me off at this chilled gathering. After an argument i saw him texting but thought nothing of it. later on i was fiddling with his phone and a message popped up. not knowing how to click off, i accidentally clicked it. Turns out that he text his “friend” saying ‘I think about you all the time <33’
So, I go over to him and give him a fucking huge slap, have a huge go at him and he’s like “i meant it in a literal way, like i think about a friend all the time” and he was crying and shit. I literally have no sympathy for that.
Evidently his claim is ridiculous and now I haven’t spoken to him and I feel horribly sick and I dont know what to do. Whether he was just drunkenly saying random stuff, however it seems very specific.
Sorry4therant. I needed to vent.
3:47 am • 6 July 2011
revision mode has started meaning eat no real meals but loads of snacks. for example today i ate half a carrot cake from the co-op.
4:04 pm • 28 May 2011
i went to town for the first time (loving being 18) and had such a funny night. events included:
- getting offered a pill for £2.50 which had a christmas tree on.
- taking a tactical chunder in the loos in 5th ave which was blue as a result of the most repulsive drink ever (a “hulk”)
- drinking so, so many mojitos and white russians.
- pole dancing in a gay bar.
the rest is a blur
5:09 pm • 23 May 2011
i bid on something on ebay this morning because it was at a low bid and it was ending soon. so i bid like £3 thinking i wouldnt win since i have no money on my card. so now i find out that i did win it and now totally regret buying it because i cant pay >.<
11:34 am • 18 May 2011
blue skittles? WHAT IS THIS?
10:46 am • 16 May 2011
